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Bittersweet by alanat, literature

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Bittersweet

You're like the candy on Halloween, Sensuously sweet, But full of tricks And the raindrops on a sunny day, Showering sorrow, But leaving traces of warm colors across the sky The mismatched socks I love to wear, Colorfully cute, But slightly out of place Or a red lush rose, Beautifully blooming, But dangerous to touch Maybe a graceful white dove, Patiently peaceful, But never arriving in time But most definitely bittersweet, Perfectly pleasurable With a heartbreaking aftertaste

Why? by alanat, literature

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Why?

Why Why must I be the only one to say good things? Because good things are hard for me to say, they're harder to come by, but you'd never understand Why must I feel like I'm forcing you to be positive? Maybe it's because you are, I'm not a happy person, Jake, but at least I thought I was trying for you. Why am I the only one who seems to try to cheer the other one up? I thought I had been trying, That I would try to hide my disappointment to get you to be happy, I guess I wasn't trying hard enough. Why must you walk away when I'm feeling dow

The only one by alanat, literature

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The only one

Will you, shut the door for now, I don't want them to se us together. I need an escape, from all the noise and talking people. Cause my, heart is crashing down now, there's just too many things to think about. And you are the only one, who makes me feel safe. I need a protector, just for a moment now. Cause when I'm with you, when we're together, all the weight is lifted off my shoulders. Because you're not like them, you holding in you arms instead of pushing me away. The pressure crushing down on me just fades away. And you are the only one, who makes me feel this way. Can you, just listen to me, I've got so many things

One of those guys by alanat, literature

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One of those guys

No matter what you're gonna do, no matter what you'll say. Turn your head, please walk away, I can't listen either way. This time together we have spent, was it really all waste, kisses, hugs and cherished moments, can you really say goodbye? It's cause you're One of those guys, can you say it's over without coming back? One of those guys, did you ever really love me? One of those guys, break my heart, make it all fall apart. But I still love you. How can you keep thinking that you can leave me lying weak, drenched in all my sorrow, and that I'll keep waiting for you to save me? Do you think that I'm that shallow? That

Frostbite by alanat, literature

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Frostbite

I’ve always been too cold for you. Even in the summer time, I never warmed up. My skin was too pale, My touch was too cold. Too cold. Remembered how you always made me wear your jacket? The navy blue one you always have. The one that’s too big. Whenever I put it on you laugh at me. It makes me look so small. I don’t understand why you’re the cold one now. Your fingers that used to trace trails of fire over my skin, Are so stiff that I can’t even hold your hand. They’re cold as ice, If not colder. Your lips are chapped and pale blue. I lean down to kiss them, But never quite make it there. I

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Little Steps:. by alanat, literature

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Little Steps:.

One Today they ask me where I’m from. What my name is. Why I’m here. I don’t speak a word to them, I’m overcome with fear. I dream I’m in the darkness, Forever running, But never moving. I put one foot in front of the other And remain stationary, solitary. . . I stand alone. Two They say I must remember. That I can’t have just appeared from nowhere. But my mind is an empty slate, Something dead and forgotten, Non-existent in this space. Tonight I’m still running, It’s still dark. I’m

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Morbid Little Smile by earth-bound-angel, literature

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Morbid Little Smile

the girl stares straight ahead at the clouds and fading light but then, as she looks down, only water meets her eyes. she's walked this edge before, a hundred desperate times; but now, today, she knows this will be the final one. she doesn't fear it more than she fears her empty heart; no reason to hang on, she's braver now, she sees. she waves her last goodbye to fresh ari and dark blue skies she finally lets go, and plunges to her new home. fish swim up to greet her, and they kiss her gleaming eyes. coral scratches her face and its morbid little smile.

Love poem I by tinnytaz, literature

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Love poem I

i look up at the stars shining so bright like my love that will go so far it just feels so right i will love you forever no matter the time even if our contact is severed even by the divine i will always love you when your happy and when your blue i will be very sappy and write you these poems to express my love and keep giving you gems until we are blessed from above and i can finally see you walking down in a dress all in white and hear not a sound but guests disbelief at the sight of the beauty they see in the woman i love so dear who makes me happy even when we cannot be near i love you my dearest more then anyone

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About alanat

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United States
Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: here
Favourite genre of music: dance~!
Favourite photographer: none........
Favourite style of art: uh.... let me think......
Operating System: what ?
MP3 player of choice: dunno, does ipod count????
Shell of choice: anything that has a hermit crab living in it ^^
Wallpaper of choice: lime green, pale purple, sky blue, hot pink, bright orange
Skin of choice: light tanish
Favourite cartoon character: misha -su, suzumiya haruhi, kyouya
Personal Quote: don't cry because its over, smile because it happened

Favourite Visual Artist

ummmmm. . . . i guess randal thurston XDXDXD

Favourite Movies

paprika

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

cascada, linkin park, frou frou, within temptations

Favourite Writers

stephenie meyers, j.k. rowling, rumiko takahashi, fumino hayashi and natsuki takaya

Favourite Games

guitar heros III

Favourite Gaming Platform

wii

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Other Interests

drawing, playing piano, watching anime, sparkly things, boys, reading

Posts

Aug 24, 2011

Moving!

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hey everyone, So I've pretty much been MIA and busy for the longest time, and since then, my art style has changed immensely and I've been experimenting with different mediums. Due to this I'm moving my account to a new one: f1utterby3 If you're still following me and want to see what I've been up to, follow me there <3

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Sep 7, 2010

School Time

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Well it was a busy summer, and it's going to be an even busier school year. I decided to verge off of a normal high school education and go off to a semester school which means I have no access to a scanner or even a computer for most of the time. I'm gone until December and don't plan on being back regularly on until then. Really miss all my good friends here and am so sorry that I haven't really been active, just been a lot going on in my life and this just complicates it Hugs and Kisses

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Mar 28, 2010

Passing time...

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Well, I've been gone for longer than I thought I would, I can't believe how long it has been since I updated. Anyways, things have been really hectic over here, basketball season has finally ended, and for me it didnt end well. I had a lot of sever back pain and they thought I might have a stress fracture on my spine. As luck has it I only pulled some ligaments, but it had really demotivated me from doing... well anything. In other news I successfully am failing spanish, for now (not my fault). Meaning I have a ton of make-up work to do for that class by thursday. So yea, stuff hasn't been pretty or working out like I wanted, but I guess I ha

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Raisinika

Jul 4, 2011

I just like to say that your avatar is so adorable

Dec 30, 2010

Hi again on your Birthday, dear pink girl, my dear friend Alana Maria, let me congratulate you and

the :Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Bithday to you, Happy Birthday dear Alana, Happy Birthday to you!!!"

s&kisses,

and have a great day, my dear friend Alana Maria, you are maturer today, ^^!!!

And Happy New Year! too

!! I hope to see you soon again!!!

f1utterby3

Aug 24, 2011

Aw thank you so much! Sorry that I disappeared for such a long time and I hope you've been well. This is my new account if you want to follow it!

Oct 3, 2011

Nice aw yours and you are welcome!! And don`t worry, if you are fine all is fine to me, you for sure was bussy, and see, you back here, the only thing you musted to do was to have active your last account, and see, you sended me the link of this one new yours from that, my dear, sweet and cute friend Alana Maria, ^^!!! And I have been so fine as possible, and even the bad things I can to suffer, I follow here, and I am so happy and proud of to be a deviant, and see, things as your invitation are the things that make great and wonderful to be a deviant, my dear friend Alana, and you know now I have given you the Watch, even I am a bit late, but I asked you patience about that, right?
Be fine, my dear friend Alana Maria, ^^!!!

s&kisses!!!

Dec 27, 2010

Hi dear friend Alana Maria,

, I missed you and I remembered you, and I wanted to congratulate you on this Christmass's season,

!!! I hope you are ok and very happy on your life! Merry Christmass, my dear friend Alana Maria!!!

!!!

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Aug 7, 2010

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