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Before I Jump by alanat Before I Jump :iconalanat:alanat 3 9 Catch me when I fall by alanat Catch me when I fall :iconalanat:alanat 5 10
Literature
Bittersweet
You're like the candy on Halloween,
Sensuously sweet,
But full of tricks
And the raindrops on a sunny day,
Showering sorrow,
But leaving traces of warm colors across the sky
The mismatched socks I love to wear,
Colorfully cute,
But slightly out of place
Or a red lush rose,
Beautifully blooming,
But dangerous to touch
Maybe a graceful white dove,
Patiently peaceful,
But never arriving in time
But most definitely bittersweet,
Perfectly pleasurable
With a heartbreaking aftertaste
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Literature
Why?
Why
Why must I be the only one to say good things?
          Because good things are hard for me to say,
          they're harder to come by,
          but you'd never understand
Why must I feel like I'm forcing you to be positive?
          Maybe it's because you are,
          I'm not a happy person, Jake,
          but at least I thought I was trying for you.
Why am I the only one who seems to try to cheer the other one up?
          I thought I had been trying,
          That I would try to hide my disappointment to get you to be happy,
        
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Literature
The only one
Will you, shut the door for now,
I don't want them to se us together.
I need an escape,
from all the noise and talking people.
Cause my, heart is crashing down now,
there's just too many things to think about.
And you are the only one,
who makes me feel safe.
I need a protector,
just for a moment now.
Cause when I'm with you, when we're together,
all the weight is lifted off my shoulders.
Because you're not like them,
you holding in you arms instead of
pushing me away.
The pressure crushing down on me
just fades away.
And you are the only one,
who makes me feel this way.
Can you, just listen to me,
I've got so many things on my mind.
I need a way out,
from all the wrong turns I keep taking.
And my, heart is hardly beating.
I don't know how to handle this mess.
And you are the only one,
who helps me fix things,
when they're beyond repair.
I need you now,
just for one moment.
Cause when I'm with you, when we're together,
all the weight is lifted off my shoulders.
Because you're not like
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Literature
One of those guys
No matter what you're gonna do,
no matter what you'll say.
Turn your head, please walk away,
I can't listen either way.
This time together we have spent, was it really all  waste,
kisses, hugs and cherished moments,
can you really say goodbye?
It's cause you're
One of those guys,
can you say it's over without coming back?
One of those guys,
did you ever really love me?
One of those guys,
break my heart,
make it all fall apart.
But I still love you.
How can you keep thinking
that you can leave me lying weak,
drenched in all my sorrow,
and that I'll keep waiting for you to save me?
Do you think that I'm that shallow?
That I'm a stupid little girl?
Whoever you think I am,
I'm not her!
It's cause you're;
One of those guys,
what goes through your mind when you break my heart?
One of those those guys,
what do I see in you?
One of those guys,
leave me laying in the dark,
watching my heart fall apart,
but I still love you. . . yes I still love you. . .
Now it's my turn,
I'm leaving y
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you look so pretty under stars by alanat you look so pretty under stars :iconalanat:alanat 2 11
Literature
Frostbite
I’ve always been too cold for you.
Even in the summer time, I never warmed up.
My skin was too pale,
My touch was too cold.
Too cold.
Remembered how you always made me wear your jacket?
The navy blue one you always have.
The one that’s too big.
Whenever I put it on you laugh at me.
It makes me look so small.
I don’t understand why you’re the cold one now.
Your fingers that used to trace trails of fire over my skin,
Are so stiff that I can’t even hold your hand.
They’re cold as ice,
If not colder.
Your lips are chapped and pale blue.
I lean down to kiss them,
But never quite make it there.
I’m lost in tears.
You’re fading away.
My fingers outline your icy face and brush away the frost.
It doesn’t warm you up.
Little puffs of white trail up from me, accompanied by soft cries,
But nothing comes from you.
Only silence.
I lay down next to you in the snow,
Arms attempting to wrap themselves around you.
I pull you closer to me,
But feel you moving
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1. Introduction by alanat 1. Introduction :iconalanat:alanat 2 9 I gave my heart. . . by alanat I gave my heart. . . :iconalanat:alanat 2 9
Literature
Little Steps:.
One
Today they ask me where I’m from.
What my name is.
Why I’m here.
I don’t speak a word to them,
                        I’m overcome with fear.
I dream I’m in the darkness,
Forever running,                       
                        But never moving.
            I put one foot in front of the other
And remain stationary, solitary. . . I stand alone.

Two
They say I must remember.
That I can’t have just appeared from nowhere.
But my mind is an empty slate,
Something dead and forgotten,
Non-existent in this space.

Toni
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Literature
X Marks the Spot
You always told me that X marks the spot
That when you dig
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                      Down you’ll find the treasure,
                              The one that pirates always seem to find in picture books.
That X marks the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow,
             The good-luck shamrocks,
                      Or a blessing that will grant 3 wishes.
Those X’s are meant to be fought over,
Not meant to be shared or savored,
But greedily snatched away and hidden,
So that no one else can get their hands on one.
   . . . . . .
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Stars :. by alanat Stars :. :iconalanat:alanat 2 17
Literature
Rain Fall:.:
Rain
You can smell the wetness in the air,
A warning from above, telling you it’s time to prepare.
Then the sky ripples and fades into a haunting gray
A sign that Mother Nature is in dismay.
The sky bubbles and starts to overflow,
Just as the wind whips in and begins to blow.
First it’s just the simple drips falling from the sky,
But soon enough the shower’s here, not letting a moment pass it by.
White lightning flashes and illuminates the gloomy air,
Making young children and watchers shudder in despair.
The world seems to tremble and almost tear in two,
So caught in confusion and uncertainty, that it doesn’t know what to do.
Trees are flustered, flowers cringe,
Doors moan and threaten to snap off their hinge.
But in the midst of it all,
One creature comes out, looking small.
Her locks of golden hair have been ruined by this vicious gale,
Giving the impression that she’s oh so weak and frail.
She turns her head up to face the ferocity of this raging thing abov
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Literature
FairyTale
Once upon a time. . . .
See that girl. . . . standing over there. . . .
Ever wonder why, all she does is stare ?
She seems to be there, but she’s not.
Her life is crumbling and she’s just so distraught . . . .
In her mind. . . she’s locked up
In the highest tower wondering how her life got so f***ed up.
She waits all day, staring into space
envisioning herself in someone's arms, in a better place
But,
Life just isn’t, life just isn’t,
Life just isn’t a fairytale
No matter what,
There’s no such thing as faeries or godmothers coming to save you.
It can’t happen,
And it’s not possible. . . .
‘Cause life just isn’t a Fairytale.
The people. . . . avoid her. . .
Not wanted to get mixed with this.
They see that she’s dying,
But interference could mean prying.
All it would take. . . would be a helping hand. . .
However for some people that’s just way to hard to understand.
Have you ever wondered what it’s like, to truly be a
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What if Kira was one of us.
If God had a name…
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If you were faced with him in all his stupidity…
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hey everyone,
So I've pretty much been MIA and busy for the longest time, and since then,
my art style has changed immensely and I've been experimenting with different
mediums. Due to this I'm moving my account to a new one: f1utterby3
If you're still following me and want to see what I've been up to, follow me there <3

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alanat
make me smile
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United States
Current Residence: here
Favourite genre of music: dance~!
Favourite photographer: none........
Favourite style of art: uh.... let me think......
Operating System: what ?
MP3 player of choice: dunno, does ipod count????
Shell of choice: anything that has a hermit crab living in it ^^
Wallpaper of choice: lime green, pale purple, sky blue, hot pink, bright orange
Skin of choice: light tanish
Favourite cartoon character: misha -su, suzumiya haruhi, kyouya
Personal Quote: don't cry because its over, smile because it happened
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Raisinika Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2011
I just like to say that your avatar is so adorable :aww: :D
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Felzm Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi again on your Birthday, dear pink girl, my dear friend Alana Maria, let me congratulate you and :sing: the :Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Bithday to you, Happy Birthday dear Alana, Happy Birthday to you!!!":wave::clap::hug:s&kisses,:party:&:cake: and have a great day, my dear friend Alana Maria, you are maturer today, ^^!!!

And Happy New Year! too :hug:!! I hope to see you soon again!!!
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f1utterby3 Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Aw thank you so much! Sorry that I disappeared for such a long time and I hope you've been well. This is my new account if you want to follow it!
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Felzm Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Nice aw yours and you are welcome!! And don`t worry, if you are fine all is fine to me, you for sure was bussy, and see, you back here, the only thing you musted to do was to have active your last account, and see, you sended me the link of this one new yours from that, my dear, sweet and cute friend Alana Maria, ^^!!! And I have been so fine as possible, and even the bad things I can to suffer, I follow here, and I am so happy and proud of to be a deviant, and see, things as your invitation are the things that make great and wonderful to be a deviant, my dear friend Alana, and you know now I have given you the Watch, even I am a bit late, but I asked you patience about that, right?
Be fine, my dear friend Alana Maria, ^^!!!:hug:s&kisses!!!
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Felzm Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi dear friend Alana Maria, :), I missed you and I remembered you, and I wanted to congratulate you on this Christmass's season, :)!!! I hope you are ok and very happy on your life! Merry Christmass, my dear friend Alana Maria!!!:huggle:!!!
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You might send it to your enemies as well!
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Felzm Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi again, dear friend Alana Maria! I rememeber this day is your Birthday so I want to congratulate you and sing you "Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to yo, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dear Lana Maria, Happy Birthday to you!!! :party::cake::hug:
I whish you are very happy on your sweet sixteen!
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alanat Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2010
Aw thank you so very very much. Im o glad I stopped in today to catch this. And I'm so sorry that I haven't been on in a long time, I keep meaning too, but then I get very busy. I had a great sweet sixteen; my friends all surprised me by coming over to my house. And I've generally have been doing good :) How have you been ? I feel like its been forever since we talked !
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Felzm Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You are welcome, and I am so glad too you did it and you readed this reply on speciall, dear Alana Marie (sorr if I used the Spanish for to write your second name on the comment), now I know you like it, and you had a great time that day! And that' so good, I happy too for that, I am fine, most fine that bad, even I thought some thingks on the change of years, and just now is so cold here,and it snowed on the valleys of my city, that is very uncommon, XD! Yeah, I missed you a lot!!!:) :hug:
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Felzm Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!

If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!


If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)

If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.

If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!

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